The struggle to be holy never ends, not even when I am in a supposedly "perfect" environment, not even when I have a titled position of authority, not even when I'm away from my family. Here I am at camp trying to figure out where I belong, feeling lonely, losing friendships, and unably to be holy on my own strength.
God give me grace and wisdom to be in charge without going on a power trip.
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praying for and with you, sweetheart.
love and blessings,
Beth
Hi, Amy.
Me too.
Look forward to hearing more about camp.
Oh thanks!
Last week was a rough one, being unable to talk to Eddie who is my best friend, and feeling like cliques were forming all around me that I wasn't a part of. Got to talk to Eddie over the weekend, and God has been teaching me a whole lot (it is exciting, though difficult, when you can actually see the areas that you're growing).
Thanks for your prayers--this summer is going to be difficult, and I'm not always excited to be used by God--sometimes I'm just excited for the summer to be over. But God has over and over again shown me his goodness, and so I have no cause to doubt him.
Take care, ladies. I'll try to keep posting whenever I can.
Hope your week is a wonderful one!
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